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GIVE ME A MIRICALE
BLACKLISTED 4C MEMBERS of 2009
1.wong zi jie
2.J...........
3.L...........
this word keeeps flashing through my head .... i think i am blacklisted by my friends in my class . wat a joke . i am a fool . pathetic . the number 2 and number 3 should be clever enough to know who they are .
wat did i do wrong to be blacklisted ? puzzled ...
Wii Fi is so damn boring . i am so bored at home that i can stone at the sofa for 2 hours . how great . rafe is out of country and that means i have no friends to pei me . its so damn boring .
chalet problems are building up and some people are really .... fuck up man . just damn bloody fuck up . lucky this blog is dead and no one visits . i really am scare of losing friends . but it proves that i will and am losing friends . i changed for others but why cant others just treat me as friends instead of some damn bloody life bouy or ATM machine . i give up . i really give up .
i am not popular , not a great choice of friend and most importantly i dont mix well . maybe this is the reason . i really dont get it .
one thing i dont get the most is why is everyone backing out of the chalet the last min when i told them this one month ago ?? i already told them to be free on that three days but no one listen . fine ! no one wants to listen right ?! i dont wanna speak anymore ! ... anw also no one cares , so i also dont care ..
damn fuck up now.
Monday, November 23, 2009
day 3 since i came back from my cousin's house ...
for this three days i am freaking bored at home ! DAMN BORED ! My friends out there are working unlike me who is slacking at home doing nothing ! I CANT STAND THIS BOREDOMNESS!!!!!!!!!
SAVE ME ANYONE?????????
i am really very tired this few days , my eyes cant seem to open wide ... i suddenly feel so lonely with no one to talk to ... only myself . chalet's problems are coming one at a time .... i really start to find that creating a chalet has no purpose ... chalet was surppose to be a class gathering , a time where everyone put down their hatred for each other and gather .. but this purpose does not seems to be appearing, instead it is fading , fading each year .
i am not perfect so i cant critcise anyone , i am also in fault , CASHFLOW problems may occur in the chalet . dammit !. the list of people staying for the chalet is diminishing fast . faster than the economic depression ....
IF this problems persist, i may not go for the chalet and go out look for work instead .
this few day's life seems to be quite slow and i really miss those old days with you ... I AM SORRY .
ok dont feel like talking le . good luck guys and gals . and take care !
Thursday, September 10, 2009
haha will update using this cause its much easier :D.. ok everyone good luck for ur prelims and N' levels
Friday, July 24, 2009
long time nv post le .. busy with stuffs lately .. life is so full of uncertainties . u wont know wat will hit you the next moment . but one thing you will know is that . if you are alive then be glad .
perfect?? rubbish . trust urself ? rubbish . friends forever ? doubting .
this few words are in my mind now .
now i know if u did something wrong it will forever be erected in ur mind . like a scar . nv to be cleared away . dont bluff urself just face the truth .
tomorrow NDP . alot people will be going .
o levels is near but i cant concentrate . self centered i am . i dont know how people think of me . but i know that . NEGATIVE . is wat they think . maybe positive for some .
my actual test for myself begins now .
23/10/2008. i will always remember that day . its good to have things then to not have them before . cherish ur love ones . and ya dont let go , hold on tight cause the person will also not let go .
Thursday, July 9, 2009
memories stopped here on
23/10/08
A new life begin on 25/08/09
when will it be ending ?
o level is here everyone buck up k !!! ^^
everyone's laughter is the only thing keeping me alive and moving on :) thanks !!