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emo starts with only black , white , red .....the three and only clouors and red stands for the nlood u bleed and white stands for no emotions ... and black of course stands for lonelinesss ... but luckly got someone to talk to me msging me everyday ... and i wan to thank her ...


THANKS NATALIE .... u have been a good friend to me ..... haha ... hiax~~ exam coming wat should i do .. i have been studying and studying for the past few days study in car and got a headache ..... now still got it .....



and YAY!!! going to get my prize soon .... haha very very soon .... ahaha this thursday bah ... and i just GL a person i hate themost ... nb so huamji only know how to protest dont know how to fight back ... waste people de cig de .... dont smoke la ...




haha so many clours ,... my beautiful life haha .. and guess wat my cabal lvl 22 liao lor ... and my cousin got taiji liao ... i need to make myself more easily contact to help my cousin ..... damn .... thinking how to help ... soon..... soon i will be helping him liao ... and who know if i can help him settle or i will gt into fight see first

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lots lots and lots of things pass trough my mind now and then .... i suddenly realised that i have been through lots of things ... adult things , children things and dont know la everything .... i think alot ... emo alot ...


today think about lots of things ... from sec one until now i realised i been through lots of things ... sec one i found my friends ... sec two i found love .. and sec three my studies , stress , money , love , and most of all personal life ... all are mixed up ... and i experienced them .... coina got problem i try to help ... she sick i care for her ... i sick i still must go on no matter what ... huishan avoiding me i treat it as nothing .... but i cant ... nvm .... i suddenly realised that i am really tired of everything ..... tired of my life tired of studies .. tired of personal problems ... tired of cca ... tired of games .... everything ...



yesterday just got a food poisoning dont know eat wat ... and the resting time i go think alot ...
hiax ~~~ ... sorry no picture but i know very plain .... erm i will upload the next post .... if i really has the time ....



most of all i really wish kitson could reall y climb back from this mess ... he haven even started to stead with her alreay like that wat will happen if he stead and then break ... commit sucide is it .... buck up la .... i know very difficult but try to .... i support u ... trying going to a church .... that will help u ...



anyway tomorrow nothing special .... just go to tuition ..... stress coming mid year coming ... sian work hard ba ... ok thats all and of course i wont forget de ....ruiyu happy early saying birthday dont say i not good hor ... i very good hor ... hahah..


signing off ~~~


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life ...... is ... so ... boring .... at some times ...... i dont ..... feel ... like .... living ..... hiax~~ this words keep flashing pass my mind ...... how come ... my mind fill with emo thoughts ..... life really isnt the same without u .... cause its just only i lost one special kin ....... how come ... ?? i finally know why already ..... i treated u really really bad .... its the only choice why u left me ..... and its a good choice ....



ok enough of that liao ..... thursday i disturbed someone i mean a "couple" ... but quite fun lor ... haha.... but got limit lor cannot push the limit cause later both angry .... i die liao ... cause both my friend .... dont wan to lose them .....



playing cabal now ... quite boring lor .. but at least not that boring lor .... cause got lots of people playing mah .... ahah



many people say my blog emo ... i also agree ... but dont know why cant help it .... and please just stop saying i act cool cause nv talk in school cause i really dont feel like talking to anyone ..... its not emo also .... so stop it ....



ok thats all .... oo and my tooth hurts ... damn it ..... going to dental and puck it liao ... oresle later not nice le


anyway happy birthday gan mei ..... happy fifteen birthday ... and dont get angry so easily not good for health .... smile more ... anyway yulin sorry i nearly forget ur birthday ... cause too busy sorry !!!!!..... but happy late birthday regards haha XD...


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EMOTIONLESS ... equals to EMO hahah ... this few days lots of thoughts pass through my mind ... dont know why ... i think i should not bother her these few days ... cause she like finding me irritating liao ... the person ofcourse is who leh ruiyu lor ... zzz... dont care la ...


today had all my memories coming back to me ... i feel sad happy ... and most of all regreted that i didnt cherish her ... life isnt so simple .... lots of things pass through my mind .... i could not believe wat i did to lots of people ... my friends ... my kin ... i made them sad ... and watever shit ... i am so bad la ....


i should change ...... maybe my life would be more different ..... and to tell you all i cant cope with the tuition remedial CCAS ... and everything ... i going to break down soon .... maybe now or maybe nv .... and to ruiyu ... stop punching me it hurts k???!!!!! ..... i got bruise when got home haha no la kidding .... service .... tuition .... remedial ... wa so much and the upcoming matchs ... OMGOSH ... i breaking down .... but compare wih others these is only a little of work .... wish that i could cope with it for now ...


ok going off le bye bye

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