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2009 lai le . at last can clear all thos bad memories and reeefresh ourselfs haha ... ok bah let u all know wat i been through all this year .. sorrow happiness sadness grieve stumbled pain fun so on and so for so summarise it is sour sweet bitter spicy:)....




SOUR (sorrow and sadness and grieve)

my results for term one to two was er... kinda of damn bad like f9 for all subjects and only got one b3 for combined humanaties..wow .. but gradually my results go up le still not good enough .. and i made the team lost the camp cause of my results .. and kewen junyong kitson thay help me take the blame so sorry and i accidentally hit kewen while playing basketball luckly kewen was not so xiaoqi so we are friends back agian .. i know i sometimes very asshole but i did try to change le now still changing ... hope i will be better next year le ^^




SWEET (happiness and fun)

my results getting better and i think i wont slack le study hard ... and being with her for one and a half months were my most happest day of my life .. i can see her everyday i am happy le but happy things dont last long i know so look forward not backward bah... and thanks for all ur things i really realli appreciate it alot alot hope u would live better and find someone better :)... everytime i sad or angry u would try ur best to help me cheer me up thanks alot :) thank you ....and yanjuan too thank u yanjuan for cheering me up everytime ..:)



BITTER (pain and stumbled)

trianins were tough and not easy competition also .. injures were like everytime i trian or play competition .. but pian was worth it cause i know no pain no gain ... life wont be so easy de ... sometimes there are also difficult de things that cant be done .. but still must continue on ....





SPICY (angry and depressed)

been angry for almost the very small things ... think that no one care for me ... ya i now still thinking like that ... but i cant control myself ... lucky there is always her who is there for me and yanjuan too ... thank you both lots lots .... it isnt easy being my friends i know ... so sorry .... sorry everyone .....




ok bah i think thats all leh bah ...let me post some old picture for u guys orelse it will look dull on my last post ....okok i hope she go the dinner will be happy and i think she will look pretty :).... oh and kitson they all have fun without me there bah i think i go there make trouble only... ok bah good luck guys and happy 2009 ..


ahhh my team so cool i going to miss my senior alot ...


me and rafe so long le



nice weather to end the day :)




the two b-bians ... i meant last time haha and i know this only small portion of them





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today went out .. didnt to see his face ... i wonder why my sis just cant grow up sec 2 le still so immature ... played left for dead damn nice next time go play agian ...stay at home really damn boring leh ... zzzz tomorrow rafe going for the countdown thingy .. hope that it wont rain:X ... haha if rain my bad mouth haha ... sorry~~ ...






today while running dropped my MP3 ><>





at least got someone concern me thanks yanjuan thursday maybe going out .... see first bah ... home so boring ... but last night quite fun i think got robber run to my block 6 or 11 floor then got police come ... its so fun but in the end nv catch dao the robber ....









new year of course got new wish la ..1 hope that i will pass my o levels 2. hope my class mates would pass to espically that girl who keep saying i wan work to me de3.hope that everyone would be healthy:)4.hope i wont break promises agian5.study hard6.hope our team of softball this year would get good results :)7.wish my ah ma and my popo can live longer .. the last wish is my really wan de ... actually all is i wan de ....i miss my ah gong ... sometimes i really wish u were alive ... listen to me talk to me ... i am so sorry for not cherishing u real sorry ...








i think i also say alot le bah kk thats all i have to say le BYE~

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Monday, December 29, 2008

sorry for not posting for so long ... no one comes anw ... no one cares anw .... no one bothers anw ... studying and busy getting blame for things i didnt do at all ... i give u respect u one respect also nv give back to me ... eldest always get scolded ... com spoil my fault i nv even touch it la my sis touch it spoil then my fault .. wat the fuck is wrong with u ....






study until so clever also no use dont know how to use ur brain ... kpkb .. i see u my elder so i didnt talk back orelse ... say u until u nothing to say ar ...








i know alot of people must have hate me now ... but who cares ... i know i dont hate myself can le ... four more days ... so slow .. can life get any faster ... get my cert and shut that fucker's mouth ...





this few days so boring but got a MP3 player ... dont from where dig de ... but quite new ... new see who wan go out maybe no one wans to go out with me lor ... nvm la stay cheerful :) ...








bye bye can anyone at least show me so concern ?

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Tuesday, December 23, 2008

backahce today ... its like so pain lor.... actually come to think so many people have change so do i ...but why cant people dont change wont it be better ??? friends wont need to be so kp or do anything that people dont like ... maybe if people are much more forgiving or much more genorous the world wont be in such a sorry state ...



i wondering why so people just cant under other people gave them a reason le they still there keep scolding that person ... next generations of people will be very pampered that means many people will tends to show faces or need to be treated like queen or kings ... so pathetic ... my family has one queen .. she gets all she wants ... parents is the one who cant think not us lor .... brainless people ....




so wat if u have alot of money can u bring it down to hell? damn stupid .. i rather lead a simple life no troubles all those things ....

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Monday, December 22, 2008

hellosssss everyone ... sorry so long nv post le kinda of tired ... cause working ,studying , worrying, training , planning , thinking, forgetting u, helping ,listening.... so many things but i only one person .. nvm cant help it everyone is also like that mah :) ... life is so interesting everyday there is surprizes and sadness and happinesss ... i like happiness better ...




actualy nothing to post de its damn super boring still wondering if i will go to that junyong put de christmas outing or go christmas service or go out with rafe .... wow so many decisisons to make .. ok bah nth to post le see jay chow de an jing i know its long le but quite meaningful k ?!!!

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Wednesday, December 17, 2008

YES!!! thanks for bringing me out then i got my FLIP FLOPS so happy haha .... and i wan to thanks someone for msging me last last night but i didnt reply ... dont say sorryto me its ok de ...hope u will live well and better :) ... today go trainin wa leg damn pain my hand too .. dont know why now stand alo pain ...>< friday going to work le so tired ok bah about yesterday let the pictures do the talking :)

evening liao like 6 or 7 plus see the sky so nice so took a picture rafe and guosheng(xinhui's didi) got caught in the picture

the bar where i go buy drink and food the food damn ex la .. gst also damn alot

haha they come sentosa only play volleyball liao all noob de me too haha no court mah so draw it out:)

YAY!! my flip flops haha ...

haha jon got buried then got ... see properly .. sorry i know my camera sucks><

the "ceremony for his burying " haha evil sia they all

this mug of pepsi cost me 12 bucks plus gst is 14 plus ... damn ex right ????!!!!

rafe caught de lala haha .. alive leh .. maybe next time rafe can be fishmonger haha ..

haha dont know how i got this picture de ... boring bah so took a picture of myself :) ... ps i know not shuai

hey~~ i wrote my name on the beach haha .. got smiley face hor haha ....

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Monday, December 15, 2008

wow i still can climb into the adventure park sia haha that means i am "small " haha childhood i no childhood ar ..



i am in the adventure park lor climb into the park the one in red is my cousin pink one is my sister tio stuck haha ...



walking in the adventure park saw this chameleon haha ... but nv change colour leh sian diao .. ==




my uncle aunty and the birthday girl and her brother aka my little cousin :)






the pool damn nice lor but i didnt swin cause was rainin



cool right behind the house got this thingy er like adventure park sia haha




FLYING FOX YAY!!! haha actually is a mini one la ... but i didnt ride cause i scare it will BREAK :X

the so called "tree house"and i didnt even any tree so erm well...

this signboard found inside the so called "Tree house"lor thats why i say its so called "tree house :)

helllloooosssss :) ... back to posting le cause i got pitures for u guys to see haha .... ok la my visit .. eh no no is my cousin's birthday :) .... so fun can ... can play eat ... today went trainin walao twisted my hand so pain la ... zzz so tired now ... i sheding my emo-ness cause alot people really care for me i dont wan disapoint them ... yay friday going to school de bookshop to work lo ... haha nothing to do now finally got something to do le ... haha ....

oh ya yanxun also tell me L.P zone got 50% DISCOUNT wtf i missed it ><>< .. so many things i wan to buy there .. now over le ... nvm bah wait next time ^^.. gtg le bye bye ^^....

"be affected by the majority people who care for you and not the minority people who care for you .. smile wont it be better ?:)"

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Friday, December 12, 2008

hellosss :) today's training is damn super sian diao .. haha cause i got abit asthma so nv go to train.. so sit there slack ... its so fun to play la but sian i cant play le will asthma attack .... now my com like a bit spoil spoil de ... don know why so laggy so sucky XD .... yay tomorrow going to my cousin's birthday see if i can get any picture mah haha ....


ok la i nid to fix my com short post ^^

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Thursday, December 11, 2008

sore throat getting bad to worse .. talk also painful ... tomorrow's trainin dont know going to train mah ... see first bah ... flu also getting worse .. count count count and count i still left one more month towards EAST-ZONE bah ... got to work hard for that ...




today study and study so bored then got a list to do ... zzz nothing to do nowadays ... slack at home also very sian ... no mood de ... sian sian one ... i thnk she living better than me bah ... that will be good ... much better .... she told me lots and lots and loads of thing ... her sillyness ... makes me smile alot of things ... she gave me good memories at least ... "love a person because to u he or she is already perfect . and not to love a person to change him or her to the person u wan them to be" such a nice pharse ... :) ...






keep thinking of her is also not a solution so why not put this thinking into studying concentrate .. make it as ur strength :) ... yesterday dont know why accidentally bit my lips then bleeding ... quite pain but awhile only :) ...







so cold today .. hope she will take care .. i think she wont even look at my blog bah .. nvm .. adapting ...



ok bah gtg le .. bye~

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Wednesday, December 10, 2008

today my flu got worst my cough too somemore got sore throat worse .. making it worse ... i so cold now .... no one comfort me de ... kidda miss u alot when will u come back ? nv bah .. now still coughing hiax ... trainin today got hit by the ball agian ... hand pain pain de ...




somemore today walking on the road that time i thought i saw u when walk closer .. nah not u ... think so much still cant do anything .... dont know why people wan to say each other ... live in peace wont it be better?? no conflicts ...





next tuesday going out bah but dont know got who going ... Zzzz pls go everyone .. i wan go beach to shout it out .... better than coping it in my heart .... today something happen at training my juinor so funny la got hit by a ball slowly fall down then roll on the ground haha and its my first time i laugh from last week le ... so funny .. but laugh laugh half way wei tong agian ... gee wat a spoiler






tomorrow nothing to do ba stay at home .. zzz ... nv msg me back ... wow ... friday got training lor ... also very pain agian ba ... got match coming up heard that its going to be hard bah ....





ok bah thats all i wan to say .. bye~
"never give up without a fight"

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Tuesday, December 9, 2008

1. Besides your mouth, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
-cheek bah but who will ?

2. Were you happy when you woke up today?
-NO utterly sad

3. How about now?
-sama sama ok ok lor

4. Do you eat candy on a daily basis?
-i nv eat for very long le

5. Who was the last person you ate with?
-myself i loner de

6. Are you currently taking a science class in school?
-er der~~~

7. Kiss on the first date?
nope

8. Would you rather have chicken or steak?
-chicken cause i dont eat steak :P

9. What were you doing at 10 am?
- i just woke up from my lala land><

10. Are you different now than you were six months ago?
- yup now more sader

11. What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
- wa this one good my sis spill one tea on me ><

12. How old will you be in 10 months?
- haha 16 envious bah

13. Who was the last person to text you?
- yanjuan that aunty

14. What month is your birthday in?
-feburary

15. Can you live a day without TV?
- der~~ cause i keep studying

16. When was the last time you saw your dad?
-like a few minutes ago ?

17. How many pets do you have?
- dont have cause my family scare of dogs and cats ==

18. Are you a female or a male?
- malela obvious

19. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
-eh how come no slippers de wtf bare feet la

20. What are you doing for your next birthday?
-haha easy collecting angbao la

21. What are you thinking about right now?
- of her right now

22. Any plans for next weekend?
- going to my cousin's place to swim lor:)

23. Do you smile a lot?
- NO .. cant smile le

24. When was the last time you cried and why?
- forget it i dont wan reply

25. Have you ever had a life-threatening injury?
- nope but maybe soon :) kiddin

26. What do you want to be when you grow up?
- dont know leh see first bah

27. Do you like flying or driving?
- both, flying makes me forget trouble driving makes me happy

28. Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
- wats that sia ??

29. What is your favourite thing to spend money on?
- games games and no more games

30. Do you wear any jewelry daily?
- no i not gay haha

31. Who got you the jewelry you are currently wearing?
-eh i say le nv wear le leh which part of nv wear do u not understand?

32. Who is the funniest person you know?
- junyong ,kewen no more leh oh ya and lame one xiaol and yanjuan

33. How often do you remember your dreams?
-see how lor ^^

34. What is your ringtone?
wo bu pei

35. Pass this quiz to 3 people
-yanjuan
-rafe
-kitson

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staying at home studying now a days ... listening to music and studying at the same time .. wow amuse me i didnt lost my touch after not studying for three weeks ... still remember wat teacher thought us .... but i seem to be missing someone alot alot ... sleep also thin of that person ... wat the hell ... dream of her somemore wtf .... something is wrong with me ....



listening to JJ's new song wo hai xiang ta ... quite nice .. :) ... tomorrow havin training hope that i will be better by tomorrow ba ... still sick and coughing ... weather cold ba asthma like acting up agian ... so much childhood illness ... haven eaten anything since morning ... so hungry now ... wei tong maybe going to come agian ... it will be painful but not as painful as that ... ok bah i also know u dont wan see me like that ...





smile will be better bah ... ok la i think i go do the quiz yanjuan tag me ><......i love quizs haha ...

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Monday, December 8, 2008

SO damn boring ... tomorrow got homework to do le .. finally something to do next tuesday or monday will be going out ba ... maybe see who going first feel like going to the beach .. rest for a while.. so cold today .. my cough coming agian le ... hiax ...





wanted to play dota but my cousin using so sian lor ... this coming saturday will be going to my cousin'shouse to celebrate her birthday small one so cute lor .... baby running that time like drunken people like that cannot walk properly de haha ... its so funny can ?!! .. today yanjuan ask me one damn lame and cold de question plus its so cold she lucky i nv freeze dao haha bleahs...







oh ya and i got a new 8G memory stick :) can put more games in le haha ... and its not fake de== ... listen NOT FAKE ... nothing to do ... maybe this few days going down to do things but like remembering somethings i wan :) ....






someomore dont know why this few days so paranoid ... hiax ... so easily angry,irritated,aggitated.. dont know how le ... hope i would be better tomorrow or by next monday .... actually going to ECP today but raining then got no time cant go SORRY >< ....





ok la gtg bye bye ...



"smile one day frown one day it still crosses one day so why dont we all smile wont life be better that way ?:)"

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Saturday, December 6, 2008

so much so little time ... so helpless so useless ... what can i do ? tell em anyone... wats happening dont know ... dont feel like talking now ... i regert but no chioce do i have one ... nah nobody gave me even if someone gave me i will not be worthy of it ... watever la ... dont care ...dont know why my family doesnt understand ...




dont feel like thinking ... later i think i will get zibi zeng ... who cares anyway ... cant joke now dont joke with me now i damn serious now ... so boring here ... when i stop to even think or watever i think of that ... why???.... hiax .. so i now very busy bah train do hw play just do anything to keep me busy ... make myself forget or not to remeber ...






i think u would be better bah ... good luck ... did i make a wrong step ? did i do something wrong ? .. ya bah .. clap hands also nid to take two hands ... one wont do anything ... now listening to ku cha now i know why u like to listen le ... yuan lai ... but listen le got things keep coming on my mind ...





thursday should be going to eat steamboat with my cell bah ... see i free mah hope i free but i go there also nv talk ...



boreded now ... hiax k la finish craping i go off le

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Wednesday, December 3, 2008

so tired tired today dont wan to think , wan to forget , refresh my life , dont know is it i made a wrong step .. guess not ba .. nvm ba be happy go lucky ba.. life wont be the same if u dont smile ... like this forcing urself to smile ... even force also must smile harder .. childish , irritating , brainless , lazy , everytime do things so paisheh one .. thats my character bah ...





i know people hates it trying to change but cant how try lo .... i dont wan u depress or sad ... my trainin tio affected cant feild properly cant bat properly ... everything also cant do .. i try to adapt to having people from school watching next year scare i will shy then cant do anything properly ...listen to jj lin's song quite nice lor share with u all bah haha ...







tomorrow going to do homework wa today then i know got chinese homework but nvm still got math at lead wtf ~~.. totally sian diao .... today trianin dont know why like tired hiax ...friday go out bah change le ... tomorrow dont know going to run or wat bah .. tired myself out then dont need think of problems .. no unhappiness only tiredness ..no mood ...







kitson brought a hoody i also wan lor .. next time go buy bah ... my house dont have sian ... cold that time cant do anything freeze only haha ... oh ya and i always break promises too .. so unreliable ... i already forget when is the last time i really dont have troubles or problems le or when i kept my promises ... i watch this very funny but is out of boredom de i think u all watch le bah ... can catch this show at 5 or 12 at U channel .. watch o damn nice haha enjoy!!!

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Tuesday, December 2, 2008

MEMORIES

this word quite nnice leh :) remembering wat u have done .... so no mood today dont know why kinda weird .... dont feel like talking this few days ... so many things happen and i cant even do anything to stop it .... hiax ...



this thursday i should be going out bah either go watch movie or go to cycle bah .... relax myself .. i find myself so little confidence so little self esteem this few days ... why ? the reason very simple .... but so who cares .. i think i count like only 2 to 4 people visit my blog but at least better no one knows wat i doing ....




so restless and sick today ... maybe cause of yesterday coach so angry made us run then train in rian .... but it feel good cause wash away all my saddness ... watever la ... its so emo ....




nth to post le ..bb

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