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Friday, July 30, 2010
This world.. is so dull now. I am very very tired now. But i still hang on to even answering you all craps and shiits . My duedate for Food Science is nearing and i am still stuck at the first part.
I cant really imagine myself sitting in one position doing my dreamweaver web page for six hours straight , no wonder my eyes are in pain right now.
Tomorrow still has to edit and tie up some loose ends of the projects. Some times i really do not know what you are thinking in your mind . you gotta let people know you and show that you can do well as others, dont hide your true self from us, your group members. We can help you, just that you will have to let us in .
I am currently having problems with this blogger, i wrote something and it does not come out. STUPID! .
Alright nvm. as i said . i really gonna Cook some steaks or maybe CHEESECAKE this sunday.
Sometimes. i seriously just feel being stretched too tight and too much pressure is put on me. i really seriously need a break. Sometimes, when i want you to text me , you dont . my phone suddenly goes into a slience mode, being quiet like me . I wan a break for 1 month. and really need people to understand that i am not your middlemen, toy, venting anger machine or watever shit you wan me be. i am just me , Wong Zi Jie. some normal kid down the street that is not owned by anyone.
Alrights . forget about that. Anw today was quite tiring . Majorrrrr headache i think i go offline now before the headache gets worse. till then see you around .
"Dont Give Up"
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Monday, July 26, 2010
Formal!!!! although this picture was taken a long time ago. haha Hmmm. i am transforming into a freaking COMPUTER GEEK now.cause of my subject. =.= FML!
Oh yup, am super high today, although i got a flu and its really irritating la! F man! .
Tomorrow another test and this time, its 25%. cannot give up. then saturday another test and next monday i have to hand up two major projects. which i am in doubt of whether i can finish it mah. wat the heck.=.= HECTIC!
Randomly adding people in FB. although i sort of say hi to them like once . today was quite fun. and of course hilarious! but i didnt go training today but instead i went home to study. OH man pangseh them agian! damn bad.
Chalet coming! ready! ready ready! haha. am there am here and am ready!.
Sometimes, you just have to fight through your life and get wat you wan but still sometimes, its just right for you to just let go and see from a distance, know what you are suppose to do at that specific moment. so ya. GOODLUCK EVERYONE! gonna cook something this week as needed for my major projects. BEEF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok i guess thats all! TC everyone! =)
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Sunday, July 25, 2010
Went to watch this movie yesterday. It was nice and i enjoy it really much . and i found one song. OMG! damn nice . Secrets from ONE republic. Serious. although i should be studying now instead of blogging, but still i just wanna blog this out. i got a feeling i will being going into a no mood mode again. dont know why but just going into it.
Recently, my left ear has this buzzing song and suddenly cant hear things sometime . dont know why. I dreamt of you again. ha ha ha joker. i hope this doesnt continue, because i really wanna carry on and forget.
Sometimes, its really good to be alone and walking in the rain . forget everything , forget all the critisim( dont know how to spell) , troubles and all those pain. fuck. haha.
Its not that simple. Some people wants a normal life while i want an supernormal life. haha kidding. alrights. this coming thursday is aaron's birthday so i gonna celebrate with him , roy kitson and kendrick.
Gonna save money for Chalet . arnd $200 should be enough bah. yup. ok.
haha all my random posts. i figure out there there is only two three ppl looking at my blog , which is ... cool=) cause, lesser people lesser troubles.
alrights. so long .gotta sleep now. TC everyone.
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Friday, July 23, 2010
Alrights.. i shouldnt be posting right now as i am mugging for my test tmr . but still i just have the feeling of posting. yep. i feeling quite low now. and this is the only place i can say it out. Without people " pouring cold water " on me. yeah. emo kid but still i acted strong infront of you guys. sometimes, i dont know the reason for living , but you guys out there gave me one. thanks
But still sometimes when you all are not around me or in my life, i tends to anti out, think negatively. too much emoist le. haha.
I do wonder, why dont i get the same treatment as other people? why i always tend to get left out of the social circle. i know, cause i did not try to go into the social circle. Sometimes i am really tired of it. sometimes.
I dont know why, because its just you, i cant stand or maybe its just me, watever the reason is , studies most impt now. its great to see you happy, smiling, laughing even though deep down me, i am hurting . how cool.... alright this hectic week for me is gonna end soon le. so a big exam is coming to me le. great. alrights i guess thats all i gonna say.
Goodbye all!. TC
"like can have alot of people, but love ..... can only be one in this whole world" so cherish...
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Monday, July 19, 2010
Now going through the low part of my life. so low. anw so long didnt post le, i just finish my rugby training and, ..... i got present back, ONE BIG bruise to my face.=.= nvm . I am in pain right now, dont know why it hurt so much.
Sometimes, i dont know why i am like this, maybe cause its just me, i am like that. i said my mother boliao and she angry at me =.= , now i feel so lost=.= zzz nvm just let her cool down. and i already said sorry le=(.
suddenly i already went through like 17 years of my life le, it is so fast, thinking of my secondary school. how much fun we have had, sadness, happines, tears, surprises and stupidity. i realise, that , secondary school was the best chapter of my life. so are you in my life=)
I spent way too much money le. i guess i should be a poor man from now on, which is difficult. Oh ! and i will be cooking soon =) damn excited! and so looking forward to it=).
alrights! i think thats all for today! TC guys and girls=) jiayous!
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Thursday, July 8, 2010
If you dont see me post things on my blog means that i am happy, but if i really do post on my blog, it means somethings has gone wrong for my day so i want to shout it out in my blog.
Wasnt having the best of days today. I dont know why i am always being the centre of arguments or maybe sometimes a punching back. Maybe thats just me, i really cant do anything, feel so weak, scold back seems like bad idea. i dont know, sometimes , its just best to firgive and forget, maybe thats why i am wat i am now, someone so xiaoqi. Why? cause all he feelings are bottled up.
Its just not right , just not fair, people of different calibre gets different treatment, while for me , i am treated like shit. it just takes one word , one sentence and it spoils that perfect image you have, but is this really wat i am suppose to endure? FML.
I like being alone but i hate the feeling of loneliness, no one understands me well, not even myself, damn pathetic. When i am happy , i am alrights if you keep pour" cold water" on me or keep say me, trying to be funny and scold me for no reasons, nevermind, i take it , hold it back. But if i am really down and you tried to scold me , you know i will tell you to fuck off. so pls , do me a favour, treat me as human being, not some fuckers who you can use for scolding. I am tired already. i know people dont like me, i dont live to serve them but still if you still hate me, think about yourself first, cause maybe you are the one who started the whole thing first.
So much shortcomings, so much unevens and so much fuck up life, feel like giving up.... does this happens to anyone? nah. maybe to me ya. Maybe i should just keep my mouth shut and dont talk .
Sometimes giving in too much may back fire, so stand up, beat those things down and hold that line, although no one supports you, try your best to fight.
ok now its damn emo ... fuck it. alright moving on now after i vent all my anger here. alrights! see ya!
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