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Monday, December 31, 2007


after all these days ... still so bored what the ... something to do ... anybody can give me things to do mah..?? i super duper bored..... bored until left half of my life life ... i also dont want go back school ... later get into a fight ....zzzz


sian lor .... everyday cross these kind of life .... feel like dying now ...... happy birthday also cannot celebrate le cause what .... my grandpa just pass away .... unfair??!! i think it is ... the only word to discribe my feeling ... world is not fair .... if it is fair everyone would get what they wanted .... everyone would be perfect .... perfect??!!! i am not .... so what got money but no freedom ... ahhh .... i hate my mother's side family ... all dont let me go out until 12 .... my countdown .... i only went there once in my life only ... unfair right .....


i dont expect life to be fair .... but i want my family to be ..... good to me ... thats all i want .... they cant even give me that .... every things that are done wrongly by my sisters ... all blame go to who .... ME!!!! i am the one getting to be blame ...!!! why !! how would i know !! .... only they know !! i dont even want to talk to them!! who is closest to you your family right mine?? my friends are the closest ... so i cant live without talking with my friends .... try being captive in your house for one and a third freaking months you will then understand me .... all for your own good ??!!! wtf are you talking ....



at home so cold and desolated .... i guess no one will understand my feelings ... i ... am begining to sink deeper into despair ...... if only i am .... care and concern by someone ... and thanks everyone for pei-ing wo when i am down ...... i am staying up today for the countdown at home cause i cant go to the countdown at vivo city ... but dont go there also good luh ... so many people ... later get trampled to dearth lor .... zzz .....


so bored ....chinese new year cant get red packet ....also my mother cant give red packet ^^.......
anyone on chinese new year wan come my grandma house ?? haha..... i so emo meh??? i never lor ...... i being to dislike myself ... i only has one wish which is to do well in studies and CCA ... hey and please listen to my song list de da tou ti.... nice for my friends ... ^^haha good .... listen ar
bye bye signing off ... and i will maybe be mia-ing these few days so ... maybe wont blog ... so the blog will maybe die luh??^^


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Saturday, December 29, 2007
today opened my hotmail and found lots and lots of mail ..... so dusty lor my mailbox ..... still carrying on with my life .... headache everyday... problems keep on coming to me ... dont know why there is no one in the world i can count on ....


ok la anyway i found this thing in my hotmail... my mei send de ... i dont know better then kitson de mah... but anyway also post la


ARIES - The Aggressive

Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be 'Right'. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world.


TAURUS - The Tramp

Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight.
Fight for what they want. Can be annoying at times, but for the love of attention. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. They can be self centered and if they want something they will do anything to get it. They love to sleep and can be lazy. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!


GEMINI - The Twin

Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good at confusing people... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Gemini's will not take any crap from anyone. Gemini's like to tell people what they should do and get offended easily. They are great at losing things and are forgetful. Gemini's can be very sarcastic and childish at times, and are very nosey.
Trustworthy. Always happy. VERY Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.


CANCER - The Beauty

MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. A Cancer's Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet in your life. Entirely creative Person, most's are artists and insane respectfully speaking. They perfected sex and do it often. Extremely random. An Ultimate Freak. Extremely funny and is usually the life of the party. Most cancers will take you under their wing and into their hearts where you will remain forever. Cancers make love with a passion beyond compare
Spontaneous. Not a Fighter, But will kick your ass good if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to!


LEO - The Lion

Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy, but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A leo's problem becomes everyone's problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.



VIRGO - The One that Waits

Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. The do not forgive and never forget The one and only.


IBRA - The Lame One

Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... you might end up crying... Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics. Kinda dumb at times.


SCORPIO - The Addict

EXTREMELY adorable. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Will try almost anything once. Loves to be pampered. Energetic. Predictable. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Loves to party but at times to the extreme. Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it! Very protective over loved ones. HARD workers. Can be a good friend but if is disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end. Romantic. Caring.


SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One

Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones will all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.


CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover

Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Grouchy at times and annoying to some. Lazy and love to take it easy. But when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it. Proud, understanding and sweet.
Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always
gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to win against other signs especially Gemini's in sports. Likes to cook but would rather go out to eat at good restaurants.
Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.


AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water

Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind, loves being in
long-term relationships. Can be clumbsy at times but tries hard. Will take on any project. Proud of themselves in whatever they do. Messy, and unorganized. Procrastinators. Great lovers, when their not sleeping. Extreme thinkers. Loves their pets usually more then their familiy. Can be VERY irritating to others when they try to explain or tell a story. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out


PISCES - The Partner for Life

Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Messy at times and irresponsible! Smart but lazy. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. Lover of animals. VERY caring, make wonderful nurses or doctors. They always try to do the right thing sometimes get the short end of the stick. They sometimes et used by others and hurt because of their trusting. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to other but need to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be.



see ar good de la ... i dont know good mah just see la ...

signing off~~~



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Friday, December 28, 2007
heellooo everybody ..... i am back from miaing this few days ... except for going to training la..... tuesday was kinden of bad ... christmas somemore... haha ... guess what we got lost dont know where is marina square ... :P but also found the place la... what the heck la.... i can cant find my first meeting place with her.... -.- walao eh....


memories memories memories ......all kept there .... hiax~~ hey guess what i finally got my sentimental watch fix ..... yeah ... school also going to start soon ... which means i will not be going to post for a period of time le la..... sad lor.......


this few days went training then went to pray to my grandpa ..... then sian ..... nothing better to do ..... school going to start soon ... freak ... i dont wan go to school .... i now then beginning to have some fun in my holiday ... then ending ... disruption ....


today finally i on my com ... play my com ... so many things to do so little time.........


so now signing off orelse no time to do other things ... bye~~


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Monday, December 24, 2007

everysaturday when i going to wake up this is what i do i will stare at this plot of land and the sea view nice mah this sea view??... keep my mind clear ... clear of trouble and gives me a sense of freedom....
today actually got training de but then ..... dont know why no training .... hiax~~ no training days seem to be bored.... lucky i downloaded audi into my uncle's com then can play every single daythat should keep some boredom out of me ...
sooner or later i going to die of boredom ...... somemore people last minute tell me that they not going .... -.-sian sia.... so tomorrow going out le.... maybe holiday finish i cannot post for very long dont know wheather to close the blog or delete the blog.....any suggestions??? from anyone??
ok gtg now ... going to play maple le... the lame game... ok la ... the game not lame la.... bye~~ signing off... if anyone want to go out on christmas ...check out the class website


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Friday, December 21, 2007
boring boring boring the one and only word to discribed my freaking holiday ....... arghhhhh why is it like that de .... anyway i thought no one would read my post de cause ... like really stupid la..... but now i know i wrong people do read my post .... lucky they read my post ... orelse i thought i blog for gossiping only ..... then might as well close it .... -.- at least my blog not dead yet....


today morning woke up at 8 and then went with my sis to school at 8.05 .... wa 5mins to do everything .... tired sia......so went to school saw kiat sian wear the long pants super funny..... haha maybe not super ... funny la... ok la dont disturb him later he come hunt me down .... this coming tuesday going to watch "i am legend" with kitson and xuan the rest i dont know going mah all never reply me ....


so saw minyu and sabrina in school ..... omg my sis coming to my school which meanss i will not get to do alot of things .... damn it .... somemore xiaoli's sis also in the same class as my sis ..........great everything is great ...... and if this few days i say things that ar werid dont care me cause i this few days blu blu de ......something wrong with me i dont know what la but then ... aiya just dont ask me any questions can le..... thanks for understanding ......


bye signing off ~~ lifez offz~~ haha kidding ... bye~


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Thursday, December 20, 2007
boring today and somemore i sick .... what is hapening to me......i begining to miss her le.......ruiyu i miss you can we start all over again ... i know i am selfish .... aiya ... nvm ... also no use .... how hard i try to call you to come back to me ... is ... useless all useless...all too late le....


i wish that if time were to go back ... i will not appear in your live ...... so that there will be no torment or anything in yours or my life ......i know nothing could change anything .......10102007 ... that will be the day that i always remeber... (not minyu's birthday)....


dont know why today i like that .... hiax~~ when i saw her yesterday i was so happy ... and yet there was so sadness in me ... dont know why ...... also watch a show last night ...... about a couple going to divorce le but the husband said that in the church on the day of the wedding ... the perist said this"wedding only last one day but marriage is forever ..... nice ... i really like that sentence .... and one more .... " you can dont love me , but you cant stop me from loving you"


rocks ... these both sentence rocks......


tomorrow my sis going to my school ... omg i am dead this time .... so perpare to make my sis suffer in school .... and one more info she like to talk gee ... which is i also dont even know what kind of languge it is .....werid ... too werid ......i no present to get in christmas but i give present away to people ......

bye signing off~~ 10102007 nice date ...... i miss you dont go ....


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Wednesday, December 19, 2007
boring sia today ...........boring boring boring ...........morning woke up actually dont want to go to training de cause Aaron not going so i also decided not to go training ..... he went to work but i no work ..... hiax~~ sian but in the end also go to training la ......


training today de can die .........afternoon went to school at 12 plus like that ....... what the hell no people go leh .......i went there only me and my senoir ........ got band in school ...saw her again ... dont know why keep on seeing her these few days ....anyway when going to take the key to open the PE room de door ... her friend like call me ... i dont know la i think so only maybe illusion ......or i hear wrongly .......


anyway back to the topic ....... raining i went into the rain to play .... wahooo fun leh .... but get sick easily ...... after that do the warm-up ....like not warm up like that lor .... kill people one de ..... -.- ............then when training going to end coach gave us something that really or nearly kill me.......i ran until heartburn also never stop ... heartpain but still continue to ran ......


then after that went home now feel like sleeping so damn tired lor ...... leg pain ..... zzzzzz


Zzzzz.... signing off cause dying haha ......bye~~~~


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Tuesday, December 18, 2007
boring day ... AGAIN!!!!... save me anyone ??? anyone out there that can save me .....haha...i posted today on 2B-ians's blog .... so anyone is interested please call or msg me dont tell me or leave me a msg in my blog ........


later i never go my blog for one week ... then die ..... i dont know hor ..... but please please come out this christmas ..... it is about giving and sharing .......come out bah ....haha.....and ... erm what was i going to say ... sorry let me think ........


oo ya and see this mv of jay chow's cai hong wahooo ....... it is really nice la see it to belive it ...... watch it ... really nice de ... too bad i dont know how to put the veoh's one ..... cant find the embed .... walao .......


so this holiday freaking bored then tomorrow going to training wish that it will not rain~~!!!! argh~!!!! i hate it when it rains .... darn it .... nvm ......


signing off~~~ bye~~


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Monday, December 17, 2007
hey i am back .... haha as usual my blog needs to clean dust ....*cough cough * lucky got you all to help me keep blog alive thanks every one .......guess what i saw jay's wo bu pei music vedio nice sia ..... see it on kitson blog ... and if you change the people ... like the mv sences change to jay chow instead of working , play lans and change jay chow to me and the girl to her thats my life with her .... bad hor me ok la back to what i am doing this few days........thurday.... fun .... friday ... fun ... saturday ...sucks .... sunday... ok -.-.....monday ...going to get sick ... AGAIN!!!!.......

thursday's training wahooo so shiok man ...... training sing song .... play basketball and softball until very tired friday nearly can't wake up XD........thursday morining went to buy clothes for school reopen .... when coming back saw her .... dont know is lucky or unlucky ........dont know to laugh or to cry ..... this holiday keep on seeing her .....i feel bad for treating her bad ... but hiax .... no turning back .... thinking also no use ...... so friday went to tm with them ... watch what enchaned ....... haha regert watching the show .... ok la but i dont like to watch but no choice haha.......then my tooth pain ...... freak man ..... suddenly very pain .....


saturday went to my grandma house ........play PS2 and com ..... damn boring nothing to play de .... so sian ........ bored me to death .......then sunday cousin came to my grandma house .... so little time to play com...... sian ..... i hate it but nvm they are my cousin ....... then got scolded by my mother and uncle ....... dont know why they keep on finding faults in me .....


today training ok la rain but still get to train maybe tomorrow going out with kitson ..... dont know bah maybe .... see first la ........then after training went to eat with zi ao and my softball teammates then that stupid guan wen say i want to act like jay chow cause i put my cap down until like very emo ... so he say me .... >.<........ then zi ao say i change alot ...... become so ... erm dont like to talk .... cause i talkative mah ...... but ... i also dont why maybe i change... maybe she change my whole life ..... maybe .... and some good news to me i got a shocalarship .... haha .... and sad news jay chow's concert tickets sold finish le ........ T.T .........

thats all ... hope my blog will last long enough ...... thanks everyone i miss everyone and love everyone of you ......


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Wednesday, December 12, 2007
everyday so sian so post .... play com is either play maple dota or audi ....... walao sian sia .....tommorrow going to buy my pants ..... long pants for next year .........wonder what i am going to be like when i wear long pants...... werid .... dont think le haha.......

everyday rain then cant go training ....... tommorrow better dont rain friday too ... orelse no training ......... then become couch potato .... then fat fat .... haha ....friday's outing maybe got pictures cause my blog i know damn boring no pictures to see de .... cannot put my face mah orelse people say me zi lian ......

so bored ..... nothing to do at home ...... what could i do at home ........ oh ya ..... regarding the last post saying who going .... sad case carolyn just found out that there is band practise these wednesday so she cant go

lesser and lesser people going ........ i going early to buy things ...... so good uck for the friday's trip...

signing off~~~~ haha


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Tuesday, December 11, 2007
another damn freaking boring day ....... save me anyone ....... can anyone call me go out .... i want to go out ...... guess what .... someone coming to singapore ..... not santa but jay chou ... wahoooooo.... my christmas wish and present is a ticket to jay chou's concert ...

i really want to see jay chou in person .... close up haha any jay chou fans out there ?? go with me to the concert ..... anyone ?? jay chou rocks ... haha ....jan 18th and 19th ....

friday time 11am meet then go tm meet at tm's mac .........anyone object ..... objection .... haha ....... zz so boring lor today ....... morning woke up 11 plus le still very the sleepy ..... want to sleep somemore but then ... freaking noise so cant sleep then wake up .....

eyes very the pain ...... maybe last night i think too much le ...... then make me cant sleep .... hiax ~~ friday's outing i go first cause i need buy something ...... dont know the stall got open mah??

christmas is about giving and sharing de mah ........ so i decided to give u all present haha ..... maybe lor ...... see first la .... have money no happines de ..... i totally agree with it ..... i have money but no happines ...... i dont even know what is happines lor .....

no one to share my feelings with ......hiax~~money money money .... everyone wants money but some just want a simple and carefree life ..... so simple .... so pleasant .... no one to disturb you ......i want this kind of life ......so what got money ..... people will try to kidnapped you for money ...... family struggle for money ..... money is the source of evil ..... money ..... can buy anything but not real love real friendships ......you have money people treat you good you have no money people treat you like dirt .... they dont even care about you ......

this friday's list of people who are going : me kitson xuan jin yan xun minyu yi chun yan quan carolyn liiyao.... unsure peole are only sabrina .....

any problem call me dont msg me cause my bills sky high .... 100 over dollars le ..........msg i will not reply you .....thank you for your cooperation ....


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Monday, December 10, 2007
suck today ....... training cancel..... cause what ...... rain.... rain rain ..... everday rain no wonder singapore flooded.. flooded field ..... everything flooded..... save me ... holiday sucks ..... i want school ... omg ... i hate school but i want to go to school ..... i want to meet my friends ..... i miss them alot.....school faster reopen .... haha .....

i want to watch the golden compass but kitson they all watch le so i will not be watching it ..... change show for you all de sake....... haha....erm who got work can give me .... cause i have be axile by my mother from her working place haha...... i also dont like to work at airport ..... it sucks.... haha .... i want my training .....

i really very bored at home anyone call me go out please ....... anyone .... not to lan .... anyplace but not lan.......still sick ..... very sick but still want to go out haha cause .... i want to meet my friends ...... i miss them haha......

i one week lost two friends ....... ahhhh ... why i like that de .... do things to hurt my friends .... then keep on saying sorry ... but no use .......T.T anyone can help me??someone cursing me ......who are you stop it ... haha .... ps ah i too bored le .....anyway my blog dying soon ......... anyone in trouble come find me i can settle it for you .... really cause nothing is impossible in this world .... right?? ....yup maybe ......but really feel free to come find me......i am always free ...cause i bored .....found this in my handphone XD ...... there is no secerts that cant be told but there is problems that can be settled.........haha .....
i know you are in troble ..... u can come and find me ... i will definintly help u ....because i still love you ... but u dont like me le i know but nvm i will help u de... belive me


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Sunday, December 9, 2007
zzzz. guess shouldnt have think so much .......think so much also no use .....she hates me right guys....... she doesnt have anymore feelings for me le mah..... so i will get on with my life bah ..... think of her as my motivater......... friday didnt went to work as i caught a flu ... now really sick..... but i sick also nobody care de.....

so friday slack at home do nothing but play com ..... but com so sian ...... zzzz play until my medincine took effect then i felt alsleep .... XD..... saturday went to lan shop play audi ...... play for 4 hours then hands numb eyes tired..... so every last key see wrong then keep on missing the keys.....hiax~~...... then got somebody ask me to dance couple dance with her .... i dont know who she la... must be really despo ...... but then i also dont know how to dance couple dance ......

afer that went to my popo house to eat .... eat finish went to my grandma house to sleep ....go back 9pm liao...... so at 11 like that sleep .....now very sleepy dont know why .....maybe the medicine effect bah..........then today played maple the whole day and only level up one level pathiec ......ps dont know how to spell...........

alot of my cousin ask me why so emo ..... hiax~~.... i now begining to get away from the world le ..... anti-social le....... someone can talk to me...... and i really regert not cherishing her.... but what over is over le ... i cant do anything to make it right........

tommorrow going to training ....... sian zi ao not going to training........then i now dont feel like going feel like going to lan shop ..... i now really excited about going to this friday's outing ..... ayway i also need to buy three quaters baggy pants ..... then one more t-shirt .... a necklace for my ring .... and a better cap cause my cap is light blue a gay cap..... wear it i like gay .... haha.... i not gay hor ......

now training for my six pack .. but i think i also cant do it de la.......haha .... everything i did erm do half way de haha ..... then also going to get the watch she gave me repaired....... i hope she did not throw away the thing i gave her...nvm la throw jui throw lor nvm de la.....everybody that is sick as the same as me get well soon .... as those who are heartbroken get well too ...... and those going to this friday outing get excited haha.....erm and thanks everybody for tagging my blog to make it alive even if i didnt post these few days thanks...


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Thursday, December 6, 2007
zzz..... boring boring boring......still thinking of her ..... i miss her alot but still have to go on with my life ..... i dont want my life to be like i am living for her ...... everything i did was for her.....i went to training to see her .... went to class chalet to see her ...... on msn to chat with her ..... played audi because of her ..... played maple because of her .... haha i so silly ... everything i did was for her ......


i am not pei for her ... cause i am not so handsome ..... act cool .... i always did that .....but no use .... hiax~ time pass really fast .... 2months le ... since we break..... fast ... time really past fast ..... hiax think too much later go into IMH with kitson hahaha.....maple also play until sian le....... audi also ..... hiax now me and her is like stranger ..... she didnt even talk to me ..... talk to her she give me cold shoulder treatment ... i really dont like .... i really miss her...... i wish time would turn back ......i love her......T.T but wo bu pei .....


today training was fun .... i guess train my third base for a while ........ run until leg pain ...... then zi ao go throw his glove at my face ... headshot ...... hit my nose .... pain sia .... lucky no nosebleed cause my nose easy to bleed de .......i think i am going down with a flu .... rain and train then got water bomb fight ..... i got wet alot people also got wet la....

then after training go to teck and eat ....... then buy finish comeback zi cong got people say him ..... say what say sorry le must say excuse me .... stupid..... then i tell him say her back .... step one english women .......


actually there are two choices for me ..... one is time is the best medincine for my heartbroken ...... the other one is to find another relationship......but i will just stick to time ....


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i realise that how much i miss her i still have to go on with my life.....
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
sorry guys yesterday never post cause lazy la .... woke up at 1 plus like that ..... i like pig ..... zzz today woke up at 12 .....zz still sleepy......sian lor at home nothing to do ..... yesterdays slacked at home ..... at night got piss off by my sister .... stupid sister .... she nothing better to do keep on disturbing me and then made me got scolded for no reason ...... so got fed up shouted at her until she cried .. felt bad but no choice the only way to make her shut up.....

suddenly realised that i made alot of people cry.... my mother , my sister , my father , and alot of people .... i dont know if she even cried for me ... i dont think so .... i am so weak .....i was thinking if she did like me mah .... or she was just playing only but i think she is .... i dont know la ......so next friday anyone going to cinema with me kitson and xuan jin mah .... if you are keen to go call me or kitson .......i think on one wan to go de .....-.-...erm have anyone seen the "invisible"word?? anyone? and xmas who wan to go out and celebrate x'mas .... i wan to go out anyone wan to go out ....... anywhere also can de ... come on ...... go out with me please anyone?

tommorrow going to school to buy books ... then after that got training ......... zzz sian really bored sia but i dont wan the holiday to end so soon ..... i miss everyone in 2B anyone miss me haha...... i guess no i so bhb haha.........audi everyone has a couple i dont have .... T.T ... but never mind ... i will work towards it hahaha.......friday going to work so i will not be posting these few days ... holiday life so packed .... ahhh no space to breathe ....
i miss u ... can we start again??


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got lock out of the house last night ........
Monday, December 3, 2007
sunday went to cross with roy they all ........sian lor ......bored .... wait for a com at 10 plus then 11 plus then got a com ..... waiting list no use de .... put my name there they also will never call you ..... lame sia.....so play until about 1 plus like that went with my cousin to eat at the roti prata shop beside cross ........after eating went to TM to buy clothes ......after that went to bedok inter to buy clothes and a hat .... for myself .....

then at night went to lan shop and play lan from 8 to 1am in the morning ........ wa shiok sia ...but then when went home go lock out ..... so i went to my grandma house to stay ..... lucky no police ...... i first time got lock out ...........so cold out side ...... dark somemore ..... no one talk to me .... i msg them they never reply me ...... then no one to talk to ..... but also la 2 am in the morning who wake up sia ...... then i went to my grandma house there at night play ps2 until4 plus then sleep ... no place sleep somemore ..... so crowded there ... ten person living in a flat ... so crowded .......

next morning went back to my mother's grandma house ........ then after that went to training cant train cause my nail coming out .... fun sia the training but i cant train .....sad case .....T.T......after training went to teckview to eat .......... eat finish went home ......


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Saturday, December 1, 2007
sorry for not posting this few days ....... yesterday got to work , work until 9 like that ... went home so tired ... somemore still sick .... go there only sick then very difficult to work ..... but still got paid ... XD ...

sian sia yesterday ... all day only collect money .....earn $40 ... haha .... abit only but better then nothing ..... then morning 10 plus wake up .... bored sia .... nothing to do ....

quiz:
the answer1. onion
2.because zhu chang feng mah.... haha

erm this few days keep on reading messages and i found something interesting ..... you all see this and you all will know who you all like or be sure that you like him or her.........
when you love that person you will
1.however busy you are you will think of him or her
2.you love to be alone with him or her
3.when he or she is in your sight you will like not notice him or her ... but when he or she leave your sight you will be anxious to find him or her
4.when he or she is sick or hurt you will show concern to him or her
5.when he or she is on very good terms with another person you will be jealous
6.when he or she stands very close to you your face will turn red ... and your heart beat will increase
7.when you see him or her happy you will feel happy and smile .....
when you see this who will you think of... you already love that person... good for you ...

hiax ~ when i smile this few days my days like brighter .. but i just cant seem to smile i dont know why ... something is bothering me .... love her ... is till love her but i have to let her hate me .... i never want this ... i wish to turn back time to the day where i and she are couples ... when she accepted me that day .... i love her no matter what


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