Sunset Dream

Thursday, May 27, 2010

thursday already.... 4 more days to OB exam and 5 more days to microecon exam.
damn stress but i still blogging! OMG!.

alrights today at 1 me and kendrick went to play pool ( ya i am not surppose to go play) then my cousin and roy join in . after that went to sakura to eat with them plus kitson and yan xun . (on the way thinking of you agian) damnit . kendrick shown me some videos like how china people skin the racoon ALIVE fucking ppl with no compassion for animals . its an damn disgusted videos . and of course there are a few funny videos .

after that went to sakura to eat and talk cock there about last time's fun time at crossfire and Zion . i really miss those days , no projects and so much stress . how i hope we could be at secondary school.

after that i went home and didnt even see dao jasper as he is late .

sometimes life just dont go your way , so you will just have to try another door . after trying so many doors you will feel tired and wanna take a break but you cant , this is life . accept it . am not in the best of mood now . yesterday night was very fun . i had a great time talkin to you . yup you. althought we were like .....

taeyang's wedding dress is still the best song now . i like it very very much . i know ppl hate me now . ya ok i know you . serious . i cant stop you from hating me . alrights . maybe i should go and sleep instead of talking rubbish here .

hope to see you soon!

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Monday, May 24, 2010

alrights as you can see ! this is kendrick! showing off his "beautiful " hair.=)

OMG! Desert!! serious ! damn nice! esp the one on the most left! egg tart sia but damn sweet! seriously nice!!!

This is the main course ! salted prawn ! and YES! IT IS DAMN LITTLE!!but still damn nice.

guess wat is this! this is APPLE BEER! nice nice! taste like apple tea though but still nice!

MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE! MUSHROOM SOUP! CAMPBELL LOSE ! BIG TIME! HAHA! and yes it looks like shit but really it is damn nice!

next time i will be studying here at TCA! YAY!!!

Entrance to TCA! currently under renovations cause they plan to make it bigger!

OK! today was damn fun ! tasting cheese , drinking milk , eating ice-cream made by "us" ,eating goat's cheese and all sorts of damn OMG! stuffs ! . after that wen to TCA to have our lunch! damn nice ! serious! alrights and all those missings starts! after that went to take a test and WTF! study half of the notes get 15 if study full ! full marks! after that went to safra with CCM girls and MY BOSS ANGELINA! (she told me to caps it)hah! and at around 6 plus darren and kitson came !

OMG! POOLING GOD! (like real) and kitson is like =.= nice, i like his hair ! next time i need cut like that so in this one year ! must cherish my hair! PERCIOUS HAIR! DONT DIE =(

alrights i know today some special day! yes i know . but forget it . hope you can hear it in your heart. HE! not HER! .

ok! today was fun but next week is mid sem le ! damn fast . i blur diao liao sia! @$#%#$@.

Organisational behaviour on next monday and microecons for next tuesday then holiday!!! PLS PASS!! i wan go year 2 =( .

anw i also dont know wat to blog about . so see you guys soon! CHEERS!

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Sunday, May 23, 2010

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Damn tired and not having fun in first year of poly =( but second year would be better ! i hope ! hmmm feeling down today . yesterday was damn high ! cause of one person! her! OMG! i think i going to break my promise of not steading in my poly life . but getting her to be my GF ..... impossible . anw i had fun yesterday ! it was totally awesome! espically when i am in the same group as HER ! OMG! .

anw i hurt my finger yesterday ! damn sad i cant use my thumb but i hope i can still play rugb tomorrow cause i really wanna trian myself . and shit i have been sticking to junyong too much =.= shall stop ! but no one is willing to go to gym with me . with so many projects , homeworks and tests . i really hope i can graduate ! then go CIA study! . damn tiring this few days . dream also can dream of "her" damn sad .

i really hope to make my blog alot ppl to come and see . but well i am ok with no one seeing but its FOC to watch my blog . i have my birthday wish . is for you to know that i exist! OMG! i going crazy soon ! . so long nv gaming le . and relax today relax full me . recharged le so now must charged out and fight ! .

so many theories in my mind now . hope that i could off load it somewhere and load it back agian . have been listening to emo songs today! so i damn emo today . darn it .

i kinda miss you agian now . feeling like a sicko ! trying to buff up myself . i really hope to be stronger than like a weakling now .

anw i hop tmr's eating sessions would be great fun and enjoyable !! .OMG! I LOVE CCM!
and i have been listening too much of the wedding dress le ! OMG! . dying soon ! .

Alrights i think its time to go sleep le ! GOOD NIGHTS EVERY BODY!=)

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Monday, May 17, 2010

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Wednesday, May 12, 2010

THURSDAY soon .... disappointed this morning.very very disappointed . i dont know what to say about you all . maybe i dont belong to your click your group . i was part of it , now . history. i didnt know anything until some kind soul come by and tell me . now i know , sorry i wont care . =)

sometimes it just takes one move to make me sad , unhappy or angry . ya i xiao qi . but think first , why i will angry ? why so easily . its because of all those things building up inside . so just shut up and mind your own business instead of saying people .thanks alot!

anyway i was lucky rafe called me to lend me his listening ear . nah ! i didnt forget u girl! i know i could talk to you when i am down but its not fan bian !sorry =) hope you will understand . lucky i didnt do stupid things and rave was really fast in calling me . i really very touch .

so today was quite okay except for the morning part where a kind soul told me something i really didnt wish to hear . but thanks anw .after that i went to find gerald lim . studied in the library for a while then we head down to mensa cause Lim was hungry . after that went to lecture hall 18 . OMG! damn boring . lectucer is mono-tone , boring , not exciting and suck people youth sia ! after that went to the library to stone there with my hungry stomach growling and no one is free to eat with me . damn sad . after that gerald lim came but no one went to trianing , so skip ! we went to eat instead and here comes MENSA again=) after that went home . on facebook and saw disgusting things right the moment i opened it . i wrote call me rave and he immediately called me . damn touched . really . this is what i call friends .

Hmmmm enough of all this stupid chatters le . tomorrow going to be a tough day . with Communication skills , going to culinary acadamey and doing projects within 3 hrs in school . OMG! packed! .and i am hoping to see you there =) although i know you wont be there . TC everyone !

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Thursday, May 6, 2010

Its thursday already ? right?? hmmm. i thought that one week over le , problems would not start escalating. ha ha ha . PROVEN WRONG!.problems is still coming . subjects of things and all those things.

somthing is very wrong it is me . i damn tired nowadays give me a break . i wan a kit kat! damn tired . of school of everything but i dont wanna die BODOHS! . rugby was cool but very intense game . but i can see that guy called wayne wants to be a captain. softball pls can set up .

i have been thinking . "am i drifting away from my secondary school friends ? is our understanding of each other not deep enough? is that everyone with new friends always drifting away? dont anyone know their roots? their friends ? can anyone think properly ? " i am damn tired le . really . stop pushing me can ? just stop .

today am not in the best of mood . i dont know why even if i know i wont say why . sometimes its really good to be alone . projects projects and more projects . due dates coming in fast . cant remember many things . old le or too stress that i dont even know it myself . just got this empty feelings inside me .

today went to the library to do projects and OMG! we are not doing it , instead we are bonding =.= and yes i playing soccer today with my CCm friends . it was fun but there is a girl playing with us sia . damn scare of banging into or pushing her =.= quite fun and i sweat like nobody's business . Hmm.. i seem to have neglected ppl but ppl also did neglected me . dont know how many times have i been squashed in the middle with ppl scolding me even though i didnt do anything wrong . nah! i am not saying you only . there are alot . wonder when it will stop . i dont crave for attention , but i just wanna make friends . i wont forget old friends . but just dont irritate me . i cant take it . i will scold u and u know so stop it .

i really miss those days where we go sing K , talk cock , slack in mac or school , play a match in other schools , talk back to teacher , get caught by teachers , being talkative, jiao wei-ing and most of all disturbing ppl . does anyone remembers ? maybe one . or two the rest . dont even know that they have a friend who is always there for them . suddenly memories start to blank out that person .

does it happens to u then ? it does not to me . i dont wanna be remembered but i wan to be cherish . i am not important but i can always lend a helping hand . jiayous! .

anw i am surprised by the number of people who visits my blog . i thought it would be zero throughout . maybe ppl do remember .

u shut my mouth up for the whole day ....

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Sunday, May 2, 2010

Phew! its saturday . Oops i meant sunday already . going to monday soon =( . really i wanna rest more .

Alrights this few days being in school some were great some were bad . but the good part happen more . tomorrow going for rugby training agian ~. with kewen antonio and junyong. chaostic . i hope that softball can be established in TP . i dont see the reason why not . if its cause of the trianing ground we can share . so ya , i really hope that softball could be set up .

this few days still coughing . =( damn irritating to be coughing and coughing . no chioce , eat medicine and sleep . avoid this avoid that .

My CCM friends keep asking me . "why u dont have girlfriend" why . i also dont know . just reply i ugly la ! . haha! not funny . but really i dont feel like having girlfriends now . look at girl still can . but no into relationships . maybe lost faith in relationship already. and i am NOT GAY ! . u say i GAy, i fuck u . i still like girls . first love is really important .

jay chou's new album is coming out soon le . song quite nice . standard emo songs one .

hmmm... lets talk about school bah .
my class of girls are totally werid but my class of boys are damn enthu . among them . i am the most enthu one =) . but they click real well with me except for three who are isolated . i cant say no one likes them but they are weird. Macham gay partners sia . group must together , eat also . go toilet also . like keep sticking togeher sia .=.= wtf.....
The other boys . all ok la . quite smart , quite hardworking just playful and some damn ticopei sia . =.= girls are ...OMG. silent killers sia . kill u without talking and most of them damn dao . took me damn long to break the bloody "ice" and they are not pretty . ya , i am not shuai too . i know . and i discover some of them are 8-9 pointers and got A's for english sia ,which this course strongly needs . i am dead . R.I.P .

alrights trying my best to keep up with the pace of the work and projects . after june all my projects due date sia . no time le have to chiong this monday . damn tired sia . but working more tired. My dad just came back from work at expo . saw his rashes . then i feel like wtf am i doing . i should study harder . stop holding back . my parents keep putting us at first piority but we . ....did not . have to study hard le . really no more playing . damn retard .

thats all . goodbye

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