the thoughts of dying keeps flashing through my mind ....
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
i know i am stupid to end my life like that ....... i didnt end my life for her .... i end it for myself ... my troubling family ..... my troubles .... and most of all myself ..... facing my life really stinks .....everyday wake up ... got scolded ... holiday dont give me a beak keep on studying studying and studying ..... what can i do ... i cant select my family ... which family i want to go ....
that was the only sensible thing i heard you say to me .... life gives me a headache.... i cant choose anything ... i am like destined to be in this family and suffer ..... dying is not the best solution for me after i think ..... people in his world ... like minyu say is asking for life while me ... haha the opposite of them.... seeking death is really ....a stupid choice .....
before i maybe leave this world there are still things and wishes that i wish to fufill .... wa i write this like a last will .... haha kidding ....i have alot of wish ... wish that my family to be cheerful not like going to break off like that .... everybody just give me a break ..... when i am down stop ... just stop saying me .... disturbing me .....
i want to change my life with someone else .......going to perice my ear ..... dont know if it is right but dont care .... no one cares so why i even bother.....
ok ending here ....bye
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5:22 PM
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