Monday, December 31, 2007
after all these days ... still so bored what the ... something to do ... anybody can give me things to do mah..?? i super duper bored..... bored until left half of my life life ... i also dont want go back school ... later get into a fight ....zzzz
sian lor .... everyday cross these kind of life .... feel like dying now ...... happy birthday also cannot celebrate le cause what .... my grandpa just pass away .... unfair??!! i think it is ... the only word to discribe my feeling ... world is not fair .... if it is fair everyone would get what they wanted .... everyone would be perfect .... perfect??!!! i am not .... so what got money but no freedom ... ahhh .... i hate my mother's side family ... all dont let me go out until 12 .... my countdown .... i only went there once in my life only ... unfair right .....
i dont expect life to be fair .... but i want my family to be ..... good to me ... thats all i want .... they cant even give me that .... every things that are done wrongly by my sisters ... all blame go to who .... ME!!!! i am the one getting to be blame ...!!! why !! how would i know !! .... only they know !! i dont even want to talk to them!! who is closest to you your family right mine?? my friends are the closest ... so i cant live without talking with my friends .... try being captive in your house for one and a third freaking months you will then understand me .... all for your own good ??!!! wtf are you talking ....
at home so cold and desolated .... i guess no one will understand my feelings ... i ... am begining to sink deeper into despair ...... if only i am .... care and concern by someone ... and thanks everyone for pei-ing wo when i am down ...... i am staying up today for the countdown at home cause i cant go to the countdown at vivo city ... but dont go there also good luh ... so many people ... later get trampled to dearth lor .... zzz .....
so bored ....chinese new year cant get red packet ....also my mother cant give red packet ^^.......
anyone on chinese new year wan come my grandma house ?? haha..... i so emo meh??? i never lor ...... i being to dislike myself ... i only has one wish which is to do well in studies and CCA ... hey and please listen to my song list de da tou ti.... nice for my friends ... ^^haha good .... listen ar
bye bye signing off ... and i will maybe be mia-ing these few days so ... maybe wont blog ... so the blog will maybe die luh??^^
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