Thursday, November 20, 2008
finally start to post le .... kinda having some problems dont know why .... 1 more day to trainin 2 more days to eating dinner 3 more days to something happy but i wonder would it be happiness or sadness ... well nvm i try my best bah and 4 more days to chalet ...ARGH i hope i dont fall sick agian tomorrow ... its been 3 days le ... actually recover than trianin got to play in the rain then sick agian >< ... so sleepy today .... so tired fever dont know when going to go down ...
now i know the meaning of why hings that are seen so easy could be so difficult le ..... now i understand le .... its much much more harder than wat i think .... how ? i dont know how to fix it .... i wish to go back in time to 15/11 ... didnt broke that promise nth would have happened ....some things in life go by once means it wont come knocking on ur door twice ...
i still haven change is so willful so .... watever ... i feel like taking a break one day maybe next tuesday ba ... go walk walk on the beach .... feel relax le then think of ideas bah :)... i also know i very sensitive but i am already like that but i will change .... i hope its going to end soon bah ... i hope i would see something good when i wake up .... i wonder will it survive mah ... it means alot to me ....
this few days keep thinking how to help it .... nvm talk to blog to feel better bah ... i wish this is a dream that will not vanish ...no i wish this is not a dream ... hiax 'O'levels coming liao ... so near yet so far ... pathetic i think i will fail ... i am so useless ....
staying at home also wont do me any good feel like goin out its so bored here ... my leg so painful ... tomorrow training i will late dont wan to attend the warm up ... make me nearly die ... next year going 3 th level liao so stress ~~~.....so hungry now ..
okay bah after all this craps haha ..
dubuqi i will do all i can to make it right de sorry if u happen to see my blog
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