Thursday, May 6, 2010
Its thursday already ? right?? hmmm. i thought that one week over le , problems would not start escalating. ha ha ha . PROVEN WRONG!.problems is still coming . subjects of things and all those things.
somthing is very wrong it is me . i damn tired nowadays give me a break . i wan a kit kat! damn tired . of school of everything but i dont wanna die BODOHS! . rugby was cool but very intense game . but i can see that guy called wayne wants to be a captain. softball pls can set up .
i have been thinking . "am i drifting away from my secondary school friends ? is our understanding of each other not deep enough? is that everyone with new friends always drifting away? dont anyone know their roots? their friends ? can anyone think properly ? " i am damn tired le . really . stop pushing me can ? just stop .
today am not in the best of mood . i dont know why even if i know i wont say why . sometimes its really good to be alone . projects projects and more projects . due dates coming in fast . cant remember many things . old le or too stress that i dont even know it myself . just got this empty feelings inside me .
today went to the library to do projects and OMG! we are not doing it , instead we are bonding =.= and yes i playing soccer today with my CCm friends . it was fun but there is a girl playing with us sia . damn scare of banging into or pushing her =.= quite fun and i sweat like nobody's business . Hmm.. i seem to have neglected ppl but ppl also did neglected me . dont know how many times have i been squashed in the middle with ppl scolding me even though i didnt do anything wrong . nah! i am not saying you only . there are alot . wonder when it will stop . i dont crave for attention , but i just wanna make friends . i wont forget old friends . but just dont irritate me . i cant take it . i will scold u and u know so stop it .
i really miss those days where we go sing K , talk cock , slack in mac or school , play a match in other schools , talk back to teacher , get caught by teachers , being talkative, jiao wei-ing and most of all disturbing ppl . does anyone remembers ? maybe one . or two the rest . dont even know that they have a friend who is always there for them . suddenly memories start to blank out that person .
does it happens to u then ? it does not to me . i dont wanna be remembered but i wan to be cherish . i am not important but i can always lend a helping hand . jiayous! .
anw i am surprised by the number of people who visits my blog . i thought it would be zero throughout . maybe ppl do remember .
u shut my mouth up for the whole day ....
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