Monday, June 21, 2010

Nowadays rainbow looks black to me .i dont know why . somethings just dont go my way . People mistaken me , people take me out as their vending anger person, not happy just scold me , like i no feelings like that. not trying to act pitiful and need your concern . i just need people to understand and appreciate wat i have done for them and not wat i have not done for them. Maybe a few more years later , i cannot tahan go jump building . haha kidding .
Seeing other people leading such lifes and not appreciating their lifes . they are just plain idiots . i wish i would have their lifes . lifes of people acknowledging you in their lifes and not like mine , unappreciated , and things not going my way . so it is me after all?
hiax~ so long nv blog le and thats wat i say . haha damn emo la.
Yesterday did not have a pleasant day working at Hereen's Waraku. the ast.manager keep kp me and roy . even worse than linda sia . then its like i only one attending the customer then say i slow . wtf you serve la . dont wan help there talk cock . nvm . adults nv understands me . even my home also has one pyshcopath . guy somemore
then have monopause .or watever it is spelled . keep venting anger on me . guy somemore . keep having mood swings . i am in this house to for your sake fucker. i am here because my mother told me to be here . if can i would rather stay at my own HOME . If i really cant tahan anymore . i will punch you and walk out of the door nv to go back agian . the most i sleep in playground la .
stop! stop! . i dont know wats wrong with me too . i really damn restless la . cant even talk . damn lazy to talk . damn tired to bother about everything . suddenly i feel like having accident . forget everything about you , me , my uncle . i only want to rmb my father mother sister and my two grandma-s . the rest i can dont rmb . i only want to rmb good things , things that are happy , like 4C and 2B and one more person . the rest are shit .
feeling quite useless now . i dont know why but i just feel it . maybe its time i take a rest from my life , recharge first then come back agian
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