Thursday, June 10, 2010
Sudden urge to go to the beach and just forget everything . I wanna be back myself agian , i want to , i really really want to . i wanna walk alone at the beach . only me . myself . i wanna think about myself for now .
When can i be myself agian?? one more week k? one more week.
Blog is the only place where i can talk as i like , when i like and how i feel . lucky no one sees this , ok a little people see this.
where is this cheerful zijie gone to ?now always put fake smiles across like that . so easy , deep down it hurts alot . i am not trying to blend in , i am tired of blending in . memories is a nice word , but there are good and bad . i have more of the bad ones .
Does everything bad happens to me . why? i dont blame others , i blame my fate . haha so sad . thats why i need fake smiles . so fake that they seem to be real .
STOP! ok . finish le .
now my projects seems to be endless sia =.= farktard . gonna do a few tomorrow and on saturday and sunday . till then i will be standing there waiting . and waiting . .
alrights . done crapping le . goodnight
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