Monday, October 11, 2010

What if. so many many what ifs!!! what if i tell you i miss you? what if i tell you i like you? what if! its oly what if, because, i wont be saying it out to you anyway=)
Holiday is really draining me of my energy and life. suddenly i feel so weak and bored and tired of everything. should start to go out and have fun already. but there is no one to pei me =( . i am damn sian at home now. jio me OUT! .
Gotta work on my cheesecake's appearance, the taste still abit off . haha.
Suddenly i really like swimming alot, swimming and holding ur breath under water opening ur eyes looking forward seeing only blurry visions. It just looks like life, no one knows what is ahead, it is all blurred and could only be seen when it is very near to you. so cool. being under water also let me rethink about all those things that has been happening around me , kinda sad, kinda happy , kinda weird haha.
I dont know why i keep saying wrong things this few days , gotta control my mouth abit. haha! I miss my MEI MEI, YANJUAN! damn sad i not able to attend both of those outings. Promises cant be broken i guess .
Alrights i guess thats all for today =) lets go ECP TOMORROW!
Thoughts: currently still missing you ! damn! haha! XD .TCARE!
Walked with you @
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