I'M Going Crazy
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
This is the one day where i would feel piss off and being felt like a target that is easy to shoot, scold, beat or watever shit it is. Is it always me or is it that i am asking for it? I sometimes dont understand why has it gonna be like this. Is it cause my name is zijie thats why? or is it, i am an easy target?
Mind you but i am just trying to do something that i hope it would work. I guess this means, i am just a nobody . not even a single percent , a fraction , a dot or a microscope. I am just so tired of trying to impress and be close. Just so damn tired. A rest would be best now. i should do wat i should do. be selfish like i suppose to be, be quiet as i am suppose to do, be lousy as i am suppose to and be as navie as i am suppose to do.
Suddenly children world seems to be dull for a moment.
Its amazing how people views other people different in front of different people. you may be talking nicely to that person whie next moment, you are the best friend with that person.
Why bother trying so hard to suck up , imitate or try your very best to mix into the group when you realise, you arent up to that standard. like always.
Stop pretending you are cool and is like one of them . Because you just sucks to the very fucking max.
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12:32 AM
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