Sunday, June 5, 2011
Sunday, a few more hours, school starts again. this few days, everything seems to be blurry, messy and black and white for me. Kinda screwed up this few days. I dont know why am i in this course anymore, no one gave me a reason, not even i. but i know i cant quit half way thats for sure.
My heart is in a mess too, i am not sure about this feeling, isit a crush? or is it just a friendship? i hate this feeling very much.
I hate it when i am talking to you and suddenly , everything just stops. Its just so....
i hope i can get over this week and go on to the two week holidays and try to know more about you, the feelings and everything else.
I guess i should stop talking about this! ok anw CCM are bonding well now, at least for most of the people. Its not that we wanna outcast you, its just that you outcasted yourself or, you just dont listen. sometimes, it doesnt kill you to not be so selfish, yeah you wanna win, yeah you wan good grades, but for first, think, getting good grades and winning at the expense of your friend, dont you feel bad at all? come on , its your friend dude, people must learn to co-exist or you can boody go dig a hole and just bury yourself there. i hope when commis challenge comes, he will change if not, the whole team is going to suffer.
ARGH! alrights. gotta go sleep alr and you are still online.... nah, nvm.
P.S For each goodnight or goodbye you said to me, i remember. stay strong.
Walked with you @
10:02 PM
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